March 23
人总是会在几个特定的时间点回想起自己一阶段的生活。昨天过完，自己也是24岁的人了。已经不是青少年了，就是青年。前几个星期出了车祸，死里逃生。这两天又因为一件事情，使得自己开始深刻反省。本不想过这个生日，但在朋友的坚持下，还是让自己记住了这个特殊的日子。
感谢juan, ruilong,让我明白年轻人只有在把年轻时候应该犯的错误都犯一遍之后，才能长大。感谢chen,让我知道每件事情都是有一样的阶段性。总以为自己不处在某个阶段，但回想起来，当你这么想的时候，那就说明你已经深陷其中，这就是阶段性。感谢chu,还能够记得我生日啊，虽然不能见面，但兄弟之间的感情是一辈子的。当然，还得感谢给我鼓励的朋友们。虽然车祸事情还没解决，但让我感觉生命的可贵。真的，每天能够做自己想做的事情，被逼着做自己不想做的事情，能够有开心的瞬间，却也有伤心的时候，这就是生活，真正的生活。
回国的机票已经买好，暑假也是可以回去休息一段时间了。想起去年的现在到今年的现在，经历太多，很多都是第一次的感觉。想起来，大家都一样，每天都在创造着可供将来参考的经验。工作的同学，肯定会有很多不顺利和不开心的事情。深造的同学，在自己的专业上会碰到无穷的问题，甚至开始怀疑自己是不是读书的料。这些其实都没什么，一切问题都可以解决，只是时间问题。
该静下心来了。当某种东西成为你生活的习惯的时候，想忘，已经是几乎不可能的了。
February 25
Like I've been saying, I always like writing an inappropriate title. It has already been more than one month since the spring semester began, well, I still like to record something for this new semster.
I've been very busy these days due to the "creative writing" of proposal. After all, it's not a bad thing. If we get it, I learn something and also get paid. If not, it is still an interesting experience. These days like I am an employee from the company in CA, we have to attend the telecom every other day. Becasue of this, I missed the TA appointment many times. The professor has already been pissed off, so that I have to use an alarm to alert myself. Ironically, I use the tone "you are beautifl" from James Blunt for that professor.
For this coming project, I have to catch up too many boring stuffs. Not exactly, I have to improve them instead of learning. Like programming skill, advanced communication skills and IC design. Hopefully, I can come up with them quickly. After all, if I graduate without an expertise, that's not good. So, during daytime, I have to prepare for the proposal, however, at night I sitll have to push myself to deal with those freaking homeworks!!
Until now, I've found that I am not a self-motivated guy. I need some stimulation, or hope in front of me such that I can work for it. Fortunately, I've found one. I will cherish it and prepare for the coming days. (you know what I'm saying)
So stop imagining, and do something real. You are not a kid anymore. Learn how to be a responsible man.
PS: Last night I received couple of calls from my friends saying that they are gonna stop by miami during their spring break. What I want to say is welcome to Miami, such a wonderful place. Also, dont forget to bring shorts and strips cause it's already over 38 Celsius degree these days!!!!!!
November 12
近日，本来事情很多。突然在一天早晨，接到姑夫打来的电话，说他们一行人已经到了离我只有50miles的地方了，顿时令我兴奋起来。就这样，来了美国三个月，就碰到了从国内来的亲戚，然后，随着他们的旅行团，再加上我这半个当地导游，开始在迈阿密逡巡。
玩了两天才发现，原来这个城市有很多奇妙的地方是我未曾到过的，everglade national park, south beach, versace's home, ocean drive, coral gables,........最令我兴奋的就是看到了strip club，不过没看完，哎。。。。人生一大遗憾.
晚上住在大西洋边上，这是我第一次近距离地接触大西洋。半夜，独自一人，来到阳台，头顶是璀璨的星空，下面是宽广的大西洋，耳边飘过若有若无的慢摇音乐，感觉这才是迈阿密，旅行者的圣地。此时，回想起小时候的种种，感慨万千，好像人生已经过了大半。
第二天一早，被他们拉起来看日出，这是的大西洋是另一种景色，蔚蓝，安静，祥和，却孕育着蓬勃的生命力，特别是在太阳即将出来的那一刹那，瞬间，海水变成了金黄色，又一个阳光灿烂的早晨的开始。看了这样的景色，我不再伤感，反而，觉得未来就在自己的手中掌握着，一切
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